In the Morning

 Today was a good day filled with happy moments. The littles were up bright and early and as we whispered, poured bowls of cheerios and listened to our favorite primary songs my heart was full. With Daddy gone to early morning meetings, the big kids have really stepped up to the plate to help me out with the younger ones. There is something special about watching an older child take someone younger under their wing. We recently started a "buddy system" where we pair up an older buddy with a younger buddy and it has been a huge game changer. They are more aware of each other's needs and try really hard during the week to take care of their assigned buddy and help where it's needed. This morning Hyrum watched Sawyer while I got ready for church, Camilla helped dress Ollie, and Joe played with Fin quietly. 

When we got to church I put a very sleepy Sawyer in the sling and made my way to our bench with the rest of the littles. I was better able to manage a busy toddler and disagreeable preschooler with both hands free. It didn't take long for Sawyer to drift off to sleep and everyone to settle in. I paused part way through the meeting when I noticed how closely everyone was gathered around me. I had Joe sitting on my left side, Sawyer snuggled on my chest, Camilla on my right side with Ollie on her lap resting his head on her shoulder, and Hyrum next to her entertaining Finley. In that brief moment I felt so blessed as a mamma, to be surrounded by all of my littles. It didn't take long for a few of the younger ones to get restless though and thankfully Gramma and Grampa were at the end of the bench to help. Not all days are perfect, but I am grateful for moments like these where time stands still and we are able to enjoy what we have.

In primary a few months ago the kids learned that faith is like a little seed. They planted these pansies and each of my littles brought a pot home. They're so pretty!

 After a great visit with friends in the afternoon, I loved finishing up my day walking around the Acreage next to this guy and watching the sun sink behind the trees. It's always nice to reconnect often and regroup. 

 I stumbled across a song today that I felt really described motherhood and life in general.  I've had a few rough mommy moments this week and I am forever grateful for the fresh start each day, and for a Savior who's arms are steady and always ready to embrace us.

"It's been a long day, and you did your best
Let go of the past, it's time now to rest
The weight of the world is getting too heavy
Give it to Jesus, His arms are steady

And your heart will feel lighter
Everything will be brighter
Find peace in knowing
That all will be well in the morning
In the morning
All will be well
All will be well in the morning"

~JJ Heller