"JOY comes to us in ORDINARY moments. We risk missing out when we get too busy chasing down the extraordinary." ~Brene Brown
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Sunday, April 4, 2021
Egg Champ
Saturday, March 20, 2021
Puppy Love
Last month I found myself scrolling puppy ads online. I stumbled across an ad for some Labrador puppies and I fell in love! We decided to contact the breeder and tell them a little bit about ourselves. She got back to us the next day because the puppies had been born overnight.
Friday, March 19, 2021
Lily: Three Months
Tuesday, March 16, 2021
The Egg Basket
We have been loving the increase in daylight. When I wake my room is dimly lit with the rising sun and the sky is always beautiful colors.
With the warmer temperatures, Lily and I got outside to collect eggs this morning.
Sunday, March 14, 2021
Sunday Snapshots
This morning just before we left for church, I had to snap some photo's of Lily in the big yellow chair. Her cheeks were eat-able and her little toes were oh so adorable. She was wearing the headband Auntie Naomi made for her and it was pretty cute! It didn't take long for the rest of the kids to find me in the office and then they each requested a picture with Lily girl. I was feeling pretty blessed by the time we finished and rushed out the door! I was speaking in church today and we couldn't be late!
Tuesday, March 9, 2021
With Purpose
Early this morning I woke to nurse Lily while the rest of the house quietly slept. Instead of snuggling her into bed with me or dozing in and our of sleep in the chair, I read and pondered and admired the fresh snowfall out a dimly lit window. When she was satisfied and had drifted back to sleep, I gently laid her down and tiptoed into the kitchen to begin my day.
There are many mornings where I lay in bed drifting in and out of sleep, waiting for the children to wake me and begin the morning routine. Today it felt good to begin my day with purpose. To choose to wake before the rest of the house and enjoy a few minutes of peace and pondering after a few rough mommy days. It solidified my resolve to begin each day on purpose and to live more intentionally instead of just trying to survive day in and day out.
The big kids arrived home to a fruit tray and vanilla dip to enjoy for snack. As we sat around the table I couldn't help but notice how grown up Camilla and Hyrum were looking lately. Hyrum's hair was poking out the front of his ball cap and it made him look nine going on fourteen.
Hyrum has such a tender heart. When he walked in the door after school and stretched out his arms for a hug while asking how my day was, he pretty much melted my heart. He's such a great big brother and I love watching him include others.
Camilla is my social butterfly and animal lover. She has such a desire
to be good and do good to others. She lifts those around her and always
strives to do her best. Whenever I'm having a rough day, or need a reason to get out of bed in the morning, I look to my children. They are wonderful souls and I'm so grateful for the things they teach me each day.
Wednesday, March 3, 2021
Light
The days are getting longer and I'm so excited for Spring to arrive. The sun has more power behind it and the snow is beginning to melt. Soon we will be sorting seeds and getting ready to start the plants for the greenhouse. The children will be spending every waking hour outdoors and we will all feel happy and refreshed after the long Winter months.
In the mid afternoon I find myself gravitating towards the warm light pouring through the West facing windows.
Thursday, February 25, 2021
Hope
Today, as the wind gusts outside my window, I can smell Spring in the air. Lately I have felt like the big tree in my front yard with its branches being blown in all directions, the trunk creaking and threatening to give out with every gust of wind. But I am grateful that like that tree, I am strongly rooted in my faith and hope of good things to come.
A few weeks ago while journaling my thoughts, I had the terrible thought that if I wasn’t here, no body would miss me. Sure, my family might miss being fed and having a clean house, but would they truly miss me? This thought was the product of feeling weighed down by the world, stretched to capacity as a mother and a tugging in my heart for the kind of joy and fulfillment that could only be fulfilled by diving deeply into the scriptures and strengthening my relationship with my saviour.
I’ve had such a desire lately to live life with more purpose. To lay aside the cares of the world and to focus more on my children & my home. While the world tells me that being a mother and homemaker isn’t important, my heart tells me the opposite.
Recently president Nelson stated that “as you shift your focus away from worldly distractions, some things that seem important to you now will recede in priority.” He also promised that consecrating our life to the Lord will change our perspective and give us spiritual strength.
In this season, consecrating my life to the Lord means mothering my children and providing them with a loving home. As I keep that perspective I am able to find great joy in the mundane tasks of motherhood because every little thing I do is for His glory. I’m so grateful for the hope I find in my saviour as I anxiously await warm Spring days.
Monday, February 22, 2021
Content
At days end the mother of the house, exhausted from carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders, wiggles her fussy babe into the sling so she can hold her close. Together they sway in front of a sunlit window while soft music plays in the background and cookies bake in the oven. When the timer rings the weary mother makes her way to the kitchen to take the warm cookies from the oven. She smiles as she notices that the children have already eaten the last pan and have cleared a spot on the cooling rack. A chubby toddler hand reaches past her and snatches the last cool cookie just as she replaces it with a warm one. And though she is burdened, she is content, because her children are happy, healthy and thriving and she is able to make her home a place of refuge and safety from the cares and concerns of the world.
Friday, February 19, 2021
Lily: Two Months
Our Lily Joy is TWO months old today! She is so much fun and fits in well with our crazy crew. She's settled in nicely this month and sleeps like a champ! She likes to go to bed between nine and ten and does a good seven hour stretch. She wakes to feed and then sleeps the morning away. She loves eye contact and will coo and grin at everyone! She only really gets fussy when she's tired and then she loves snuggling with her older siblings. They enjoy walking around with her propped on their shoulders while her eyes get heavy and she slowly drifts off. She also likes to cozy into her dads arms for a few winks of sleep in the afternoon. She can roll side to side and it won't be long until she's going front to back. Happy two months my girl!































