Thirty Weeks

Today is the thirty week mark! It's so hard to believe that I've only got a few months to go! Baby is pretty active now and I love feeling it kicking and wiggling, even in the middle of the night. It's such a reassuring thing. Sometimes my days are so busy that I forget to notice those tiny movements and end up in a panic until I sit still enough to feel those comforting movements inside me. I think that fear of loss is something I will never get over.

I have been getting lots of exercise with our visits to the City. After a long day of walking and exploring it is often hard for me to move much at night. Sometimes I feel huge and out of shape, but I wouldn't trade it for anything! I am so grateful for a healthy body that keeps moving along despite the challenges. 

 I love my midwife and the visits that we get to have. It's so great to talk to someone who really seems to care. I love that they call me after a blood test to let me know that my iron levels are low and then give me all of these ideas to help. It's so nice to talk nutrition and have someone keep me on track!

I fall asleep each night with a heart full of gratitude for the opportunity to welcome another baby into our family. I am so looking forward to those tiny feet, the quiet night time feedings, and the new baby smell. Mr. Stannix has shared with me a few times this week how excited he is to have another little one in our home. I am so grateful for him and the way he takes on his role as father. Hyrum always tells me he can't wait to have another baby. I can't wait to see these three when they meet new baby for the first time. I am sure they will love him or her as much as I do already!