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Friday, December 13, 2019

Hearth and Home

It is still dark in the mornings when the big kids get on the bus for school. I watch from the window as they make their way to the end of the lane, bundled up like Eskimos. Sometimes I hear the occasional shouts of glee as they enjoy a fresh snowfall in the dead quiet of the early morning. After the rush of getting the big kids out the door, things slow down significantly. I enjoy a warm cup of tea, hot chocolate, or cider while the little boys quietly play or snuggle in my bed and watch cartoons. 

In this Season of cold and dark I have been trying to help my family savor the special things that this time of year has to offer. I have been trying to live more slowly and intentionally, relishing in quiet days of snowfall and the glitter of the lights in the evening. Eating dinner or reading by candle light becomes a more frequent happening in the Winter months and it creates such a nice atmosphere in our home.

I've been recognizing the need to slow down and create. With a family this large it is so important for me to find time for myself amidst the chaos. Making things with my hands fills my soul and keeps me grounded.

As the world outside finds rest and sleep during these Winter months, so should we. Slowing down has given us a greater appreciation for the simple things in life and the time we have to share it. How grateful I am for a loving Savior who has made it possible for us to find rest and peace all throughout the year. Christmas is a great reminder of this!

"Winter is kind, she points us in her quiet, soft way towards our inner self, towards this annual time of peace and reflection.Winter takes away the distractions and presents us with the perfect time to rest and withdraw into a womb like love, bringing fire and light to our hearth."



Thursday, December 12, 2019

Riverview Country Christmas

 Tonight I took the kids to the Riverview Country Christmas! The school Choir was caroling there and Camilla was singing, so we decided we would all go. Since moving here, I've been spoiled and able to leave kiddos with my parents when they are here. Everyone was gone tonight, so we made the best of it! It was one of the coldest nights we've had in a while and the snow was gently falling the entire time. It was magical! I made sure to put double socks on all of the littles and bundle Sawyer up in a hat that he couldn't rip off. Armed with a warm bottle and a freshly heated wheat bag, we loaded into the van for the five minute drive. We went an hour early to enjoy our wagon ride before the rush of school kids and it was so fun! I have to admit I was a little bit worried about how it would all work out taking six kids all by myself, but we had some good pep talks before we left home and the big kids were pretty helpful! We arrived just as a wagon was getting ready to leave and they kindly waited while I unloaded everyone and got our tickets. The school gives out free tickets to the kids, so I only had to buy one for myself! 


We all found a cozy place to sit and put a few layers of blankets over our laps. The ride took us by the river, through the trees, and around a fantastic light display. The littles sat mesmerized by it all for the entire trip and hardly said a word! By the end we were a little chilly and we still had to wait for the choir performance to begin.

 The boys kept warm with a game of broomstick hockey while Sawyer started to squirm in the sling. I put my mitts on over top of his to keep his fingers warm, but he continued to protest.

 These three did penguin slides down this snow hill for quite a while! Camilla even built stairs up the back for Oliver to join in later.

I was feeling brave, so I took all six kids into the cute little gift shop and had heart eyes over all of the gorgeous Christmas ornaments and decor for sale. I've been dying over these handmade German carousels online and found a few tucked in a corner in this little place. I will definitely be going back sans kids! As we left the lady kindly suggested that the shop next door with concession and tables might be a better place to warm up next time.

Just as the choir was gathering together to sing, Sawyer decided he was finished with the cold. In desperation I asked Hyrum to watch his younger brothers and went to the van with intentions of hunkering down there with a screaming, cold baby. I felt defeated. As I was buckling Sawyer into his seat he started to settle. I had a prompting that all would be well, so I wrapped a warm blanket around him and carried his whole bucket seat back to the crowd standing around the sweet caroling choir. Hyrum was kneeling beside Oliver with his arm around him for warmth and protection while Joe and Finley were in the middle of a wrestling match in the snow nearby. I peeled Finley off his brother and watched the singing with a bucket seat on one arm and an unruly little boy in the other. Eventually they all went and played on the snow hill with the rest of the children and I snuck into the tent nearby to warm up by the fire. I set the bucket seat near the fire and before too long Sawyer was warm and content once again. It was a huge relief to be able to support my girl and keep an ear on the boys while warming up by the fire. 

When the choir had finished, we drove home for a cup of hot chocolate before bed. Sawyer fell asleep, so I hauled in the whole carseat again and set it over a heat vent so he could get warm. We sipped our hot chocolate by candle light and talked about the evening. Soon their eyes started getting heavy and a few of them were asking to go to bed. I warmed a heat bag up for each of the little boys and tucked them in with a kiss. I'm certain they were both fast asleep before I even left the room. I warmed the left over bottle of milk and unbuckled a very sleepy Sawyer from his seat. He peeked open one eye and them promptly fell back to sleep on my shoulder. I fed him the warm bottle and then tucked him into bed for the night and he didn't wake up once during the whole ordeal. It felt nice to breath the crisp Winter air and let the scents of a wood burning fire tickle our noses.

Wednesday, December 11, 2019

A Winter's Nap


Snoozing while the snow softly falls outside....

Monday, December 9, 2019

Happy Birthday Grampa!

 Happy Birthday to our favorite Grampa today! We are so lucky to have him. I am so glad to have a dad who selflessly gives of himself each day from playing games with the kids on the floor to wrestling with the boys and so much more. He's good at making us all feel loved and cared for!



Sunday, December 8, 2019

Sunday Snapshots

It was a slow and quiet Sunday. After a glorious sunrise and a morning at church we relished in our time together as a family. The big kids painted ornaments for the Christmas tree while Ollie napped on the couch. We had a few good games of memory to complete the afternoon! In a season that is often characterized by hustle and bustle, sometimes it's nice to slow down and feel of the peace that our Savior offers and enjoy the time we have with those we love. 











Saturday, December 7, 2019

Nativity

Every year around this time, our church puts on a Nativity display with hundreds of Nativities from all over the world. As part of the display, they have the Primary children come and sing on the Saturday afternoon. They all dress up as shepherds and angels and gather in the gymnasium. It's always so fun for them and their sweet singing voices always invite the spirit!




Friday, December 6, 2019

Quiet Time

Every day when we finish lunch, I slip away to the nursery with Sawyer and rock him to sleep. He knows the routine and is happy to snuggle up on my shoulder and run his chubby fingers through my hair. Sometimes he slips his arm under mine and tries to lift it over his back. I wrap both of my arms around him and give him a little squeeze, he smiles and sighs contently. 

It only takes a few minutes for his breathing to grow heavy. Soon his eye lids close and his body melts into mine. I relish in the moment and then place him gently in his crib.

Oliver gets tucked in next with a story and a quick back rub. He falls asleep quite fast after keeping busy all morning. I relish in a few hours of peace and quiet, usually spent folding laundry, playing UNO with Finley, or catching up on some reading.

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

Christmas Baking

This time last year we had a brand new baby! While I relished in the joy of a newborn, I had little time to bake and prepare Christmas cards and tins of goodies for friends. As I stood at the counter today, Finley pulled over a stool and told me it was his lucky day because he got to help me make cookies! I love when life slows down a little and I am able to enjoy some one on one time with my kids!

We made a giant batch of our favorite soft ginger cookies. It filled the cookie jar and more!

Mom and I found ourselves glued to the puzzle table. It was hard to pull ourselves away after a few hours.


After dinner, the children put on their jammies and then gathered around the twinkling lights. The Christmas season is so short and the lights are my favorite part, so we enjoy them every chance we get! It's crazy how fast a year can go by. As we played beneath the glow of the tree tonight, I wished I could freeze time, or at least slow it down a little so that I can soak it all in.

Tuesday, December 3, 2019

Gnomes at Sunset

It's snowing today, so we are taking it slow. The boys are quietly playing beneath the glow of the Christmas tree and I've been enjoying a warm cup of cider while I tidy the kitchen. I've been pondering the similarities between the seasons in nature and the seasons of life. I'm really enjoying this season I'm in now and relishing in the joy the children bring me each day.

Monday, December 2, 2019

Bedtime Stories

I happened upon this scene tonight before bed. Hyrum is such a loving big brother and it was so fun watching him read books to his younger siblings!