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Sunday, February 21, 2016

Sabbath "Delights"

I wake up and the clock says 7:00am. I stare blurry eyed at a little boy who tells me all about a problem he is having with an older sibling. I can't help but wonder how I managed to sleep so long. For the first time in his life Finley slept twelve hours in a row! It isn't long before another little boy comes to my bedside asking for breakfast. As I sit up I ask him to go play for a minute while I get it ready. Instead he runs out to the kitchen and opens the pantry. As I round the corner to the kitchen I watch half a bag of rice krispies scatter all over the floor. I tell him to go downstairs, and remind him what I had asked him to do earlier. As I stare at the mess I immediately feel guilty for overreacting. He's just your typical hungry boy, and didn't mean to make a mess. I side step it and go on with making breakfast. While they finish eating I jump in the shower.

After everyone is fed I run showers for the older two (the other two had a bath the night before). I do Camilla's hair while Hyrum showers and before long they are both dressed and ready. Then it's Joe's turn. He throws his clothes around and goofs off while I try to convince him to put them on. Three down, one to go. Finley is bouncing up and down in his crib begging to be free. I wiggle him into his Sunday clothes and take him downstairs to play. I then prepare a small snack for my primary class and tuck it into my bag. The children are getting along well and I call them up for a picture. They all giggle and say "cheese" while I click away.


Daddy has finished preparing his lesson, and goes to the kitchen to make himself breakfast. Joe pokes in and out telling us how handsome he looks. The morning has been pleasant so far, but now it's crunch time. Daddy goes to get dressed and ready and I head downstairs to do my hair where I can keep an eye on Finley. As I turn on the curling iron I ask the older three to get their shoes and coats on. Finley runs around playing while I try to put some curls in my still damp hair. Just as I'm finishing up I can hear the children stomping around upstairs. I unplug the iron and scoop up Finley, while calling for them to get in the van. 

As I go into the kitchen to make a quick bottle for Finley I pause and sigh at the sight before me. It turns out the children weren't just stomping around, they were stomping the rice krispies on the floor. There is now a powdery mess all over the kitchen, and no time left to clean it up. It sticks to my tights and I tip toe through it and fill the bottle. Daddy wrangles the crew into seat belts while I run around turning out lights and putting the last few things into the diaper bag. Out of frustration I can't help but utter those words that I promise myself I'll never say when I wake up each Sunday, "I hate Sundays!" I open the door, turn around and pause to make sure nothing has been forgotten. Then we're off!

The littles rush into the building, hang their coats and head to the bathroom. Daddy goes to save us a seat. I follow them down the hall as they run to keep up with a giggling Finley who had a head start. I scoop him up onto my hip and follow them all into the bathroom. They are thankfully independent, so it's just a squirmy Finley that I have to hold onto while they finish up. Joe is the first one done and bolts out of the bathroom. I call him back and he quickly returns smirking (he musn't have gone far). Just before everyone is ready he goes to bolt again. I walk quickly to grab his hand and end up slipping on the tile floor. The shoes I am wearing make it feel like I'm walking on ice. The children freeze and looked at me wide-eyed. Thankfully, Finley was propped on the hip that didn't hit the floor. I quickly stand and compose myself and then speak to the children in a sharp whisper as tears sting my eyes. They are quick to obey and hold each others hands as they walk reverently to our seat. I stay behind in the bathroom and wipe away the tears as quick as I can while those dreaded three words crept into the back of my mind. Mike meets me in the hall as I make my way back and a kind lady in the ward compliments us on how cute our kids looked walking hand in hand.

Daddy takes Finley out to put him to sleep while the opening song plays. I sing as much as I can while snapping my fingers at the older two who decide to fight in the corner. Someone gets elbowed, another one takes a crayon. I breath deeply as the tears begin to sting again. Thankfully everyone settles in and the rest of the meeting goes well. The talks are great and a few of the things said really hit home for me.

We have almost a full class of busy Sunbeams which always makes Sunday's extra tiring. They are sitting well today and we make a train of kids to get them down the hall to class. Finley joins us, soaking wet. Daddy figured he leaked out of his freshly changed cloth diaper, but I'm still suspicious.  With no diapers to be found, I send Daddy a pull-up to change him into.

As I pick up the other kids from class Joseph is whining for food.  He hangs off my hand as we walk, practically dying of starvation. When we get into the van he asks for a snack, but I'm fresh out. I explain that we will be home in a few minutes, which only makes him cry louder. Frustrated, I ask him if he sees a fridge, or cheese, or peanut butter, or anything else in the van that I can make him. He continues to whine, and I am grateful we don't live far from the church! 

When we get home chaos erupts. The older two, sensing my frustration, tell me they are hanging up their coats for me. I rush into the kitchen with my jacket still on and prepare my go-to snack, cheese and crackers. They sit silently and eat, too hungry to talk. I take a little breather and then get lunch going. Poor Daddy has a splitting head ache, but still manages to recount a funny story. I listen as he tells me about losing Fin in the hall and searching the church for him. In just a few minutes he had managed to grab the plunger from the ladies bathroom and was found by somebody else in the mens bathroom. Ah, it was a good laugh.

The rest of our afternoon and evening was thankfully relaxing. We played with the kids, snuggled up to a movie, and ate yummy food. Life is crazy with so many littles, but we adore it all and can't help but feel thankful. 

Saturday, February 20, 2016

Good Friends

This weekend we got a visit from our dear friends, the Wolsey's. The kids were so excited to play together again. Hyrum was so excited he about knocked Clara over when he hugged her at the door. A visit from a good friend was just what I needed to lift my spirits. We stayed up super late visiting and laughing. They had to take off the next morning, but we were glad to have them while we could! I made all the littles pose together on the couch before they left. I sure love all of those cute kids!


Friday, February 19, 2016

Overnight

 I seem to have neglected our little blog here lately. The children had a lot of fun at Gramma and Grampa's this week and were sad to leave. They love the extra space, the quad rides, the sled hill, and the chickens. I went and picked them up mid-week and spent the night. It's always nice to go home.

We spent a lot of time outside Thursday afternoon. The snow had all but melted and the children begged me to pull out their bikes. They played hard and the sun felt good on our faces. When we went to bed last night the wind was beginning to blow. Hyrum made me promise to take them for a bike ride on the trail the next day. I knew as I fell asleep with the wind howling at my bedroom window that I might not be able to keep that promise. 

Sure enough, we woke this morning to a heavy, wet snow fall. As soon as the sun hit the backyard the children suited up and headed out. Joseph thought it was pretty funny to ride his trike in the snow.

As the afternoon went on the snow gradually disappeared. The littles were soaked from head to toe and grinning ear to ear. This Alberta weather is crazy sometimes! Never a dull moment.

Saturday, February 13, 2016

Over the River

Gramma and Uncle Chris came yesterday for a little visit. They took the three oldest munchkins back with them for the weekend. Camilla is off school next week and my Mamma figured I could use a nap or two. A few hours later my Mom texted me this picture. A trip to Gramma's just wouldn't be complete without a stop at the corner ice cream store! The littles were pretty excited!



Friday, February 12, 2016

Peace and Quiet

The trees are covered in frost and a deep fog has settled over our little town. The boys sit at the round table with a ball of play dough and a few toys each. Joe has immersed himself in a game of sorts, whispering as he squishes play dough between his fingers and flies his cars around in the air. Hyrum is meticulously sticking tooth picks into his creations with out a word. The house is quiet and still. Finley is nearing the end of a long, much needed morning nap. I have just finished cleaning the kitchen of two days worth of dishes.  My sink sparkles and it smells good again. I sit down and enjoy the quiet while I can. I breath deeply, ponder and smile upon the scene before me. These are the moments that I live for. 

Thursday, February 11, 2016

Partners in Crime


Joseph and Fin are becoming fast friends. Today these goofs ended up with goose-eggs on the right side of their foreheads. Joe ran into the corner of the wall while walking around with his eyes closed and Finley tumbled off the very last step and hit the tile floor. 

Later in the afternoon I went downstairs because all was too quiet and discovered that Joseph had locked the two of them in the bathroom. My imagination went wild as I wondered what they could be up to in there. I finally convinced him to open the door and found Finley with the toilet brush in hand, and a big grin clear across his face. He was soaked up to his elbows. There was a huge puddle of yucky water surrounding the toilet. I can laugh about it now, but I definitely didn't laugh about it then. Camilla kindly offered to watch Finley in the bath while I cleaned it up. 

We are entering the fun stage again.

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Little Things

Today I will remember....

The way Joseph ate his honey and bread upside down (it tastes better that way don'tcha know), leaving drips of honey on his chin.

Hyrum's epic egg carton pirate ship complete with a crows nest and pirate.


How well the boys got along.

The way Joseph fell asleep on my lap mid afternoon after sweetly asking to lay his head there. 

The overwhelming feeling of love that I had for Joe as I combed my fingers through his hair and watched him sleep.

Camilla's smile as she ran down the sidewalk towards me after school, orange lipstick expertly applied (that she snuck in her backpack without me knowing). 

The way Finley clicked his tongue and grabbed his belly after eating a spoon full of jello.

Watching the kids pretend to be wizards as we cleaned the basement with our magic wands and harry potter music.  

Mr. Stannix calling me at 6:00pm to tell me his car wouldn't start. 

Pizza dinner at 8:00pm. 

Life is good.

Monday, February 8, 2016

Light

The morning light is beginning to creep through our windows a little bit earlier each day. As we play in the backyard each afternoon the children relish in the fresh air and smell of Spring around the corner. It has been a mild Winter, but I am looking forward to having a little bit more sunshine in my life. 

While we've been indoors I have found happiness in making a huge crochet blanket (my biggest project to date), cloth diapering Finley, baking yummy things, and playing on the floor with the littles. 


Today I couldn't help but snap a picture of Mr. Fin as he basked in the afternoon sun. I admired his growing hair, his chubby cheeks and how handsome he looked in his little white onesie. 


Saturday, February 6, 2016

Saturday Snuggles

Saturday's mean special time with Daddy!!

Friday, February 5, 2016

The Reality

Someone visited our bed more than just a couple of times last night. I was so tired that I hardly noticed as he snuggled his cold little body next to mine. He tossed and turned for a few minutes and then scooted of the side of the bed and walked back to his own. The wee hours of the early morning were spent playing musical beds and sleeping with one eye open. 

During the day I was on bathroom duty. I have a toddler who's obsessed with the toilet just like his brothers before him. While Hyrum only ever threw things in the toilet, and Joseph tried to flush everything, Finley likes to splash and play in it. When you have littles who sometimes forget to flush, this can be messy business. The little guy gets a lot of baths during the day! 

Most times when I'm in the bathroom I find myself using toilet paper that's been rolled onto the floor. I don't even bother rolling it back up again. We just use the pile until it's gone. 


I spent the morning doing dishes but you wouldn't know it if you were to look at my kitchen tonight. I often spend my days doing things that are quickly undone over and over again. 

My frustration got the best of me this afternoon and I apologized to the children at the dinner table. It always amazes me how quick they are to forgive and express love. 

Days like these sometimes leave me feeling discouraged, until I find a sweet little valentine on my pillow from my two oldest. They drew our entire family, each grinning from ear to ear, hands held tight. 

In their eyes, all is well. Our home is happy, our family loves each other, and that is good enough for them. It really brings life back into perspective. This picture sits on my nightstand as a reminder of the love that we share despite the troubles of the day. These children make me happier than anything else ever could.