Life can get pretty crazy sometimes. For the past few weeks I have been barely keeping things together around here. I have reached the end of my rope and I am hanging on for dear life! General Conference last week provided just the spiritual boost I needed to get our life back in order and to be the mother I want to be. After a long Winter and a fair amount of Easter goodies, the children have been full of energy and hard to tame! Sometimes I watch Joseph run back and forth over and over from the kitchen to the livingroom and just laugh in awe of his ability to go from sun up to sun down every single day. Finley is a fabulous baby but hasn't been a fabulous sleeper as of late and I am just plain exhausted. I have had my fair share of bad mommy days and have gone to bed in tears with a hope that I will try better tomorrow. As I press forward through the challenges I have been blessed to see the tender mercies in our home and feel the joy that my children bring me each day.
I absolutely adore waking up to Mr. Finley's little grins each morning. Tummy time in the front room has become a new love as we both bask in the mornings rays and enjoy a bit of quiet time.
We have also had a few productive "school" days and are currently studying plants in light of Spring being upon us.
I love that even though I plan things mostly for Camilla, the other two boys can easily join in and learn a little something too! We are currently waiting for our bean plants to grow and charting our observations each day. I love the internet and the vast resource it is for homeschooling!
And whenever I am having a tough day I catch a glimpse of these beautiful flowers from a friend blooming on my kitchen table. They remind me that I am not as alone as I sometimes feel and that there is beauty all around!
We have also revamped the chore charts in an effort to feel more organized. I think it's important for children to work hard and serve in the home as they grow. I recall dish duty growing up with fondness. Lots of memories and opportunities to chat with my parents and work through problems. They have been doing good for the most part. I just need to figure out how to stop Joseph from picking off the star stickers.
The weather has been beautiful this week and we have had many opportunities to play out side. In a way this has been really refreshing for me. I cherish the moments I get to spend in the quiet of my home while the children are out in the yard laughing and enjoying one another. They did a little "signs of Spring" scavenger hunt and my heart melted when I peeked out the back door to find Hyrum working so diligently on his little pictures.
We have had some nice afternoon walks and have enjoyed exploring the neighborhood again!
Joseph loves being in the backyard and is the happiest when he's there. This week he started spontaneously saying "I love you, Mom..." without being prompted. He will randomly say this with arms open wide as he comes in for a hug and a smooch. This guy totally holds my heart and moments like that make me almost forget all of the crazy stuff he does.
I also couldn't resist a picture with this handsome gent the other day. He is getting so grown up these days that my heart can hardly take it! And so I press on each day, mustering up every last ounce of energy I can manage, with a prayer in my heart that I will be able to be the mother my children need me to be.
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